Monday, August 23, 2004
Painful piEcE oF MiND
Argh.. I am dropping back into the painful world again.Maybe?
I thought I have found someone who could ease my pain. But no... I was wrong. I was a big fool, the world biggest fool ever.
Ever since this torturous pain befall on me, i have been so distracted. Even the souls around me noticed that. However i did not realise it till sometimes later. I was clear that this was nobody fault.The faults lies only on the fate. Fate brought u to me, but u seem to be a statue that show no respond. Sigh....why is the world so unfair.i am so damn clear that force love shall not exist in my theory . U cant force some1 to like u. Up0n facin the facts, i must noe tat she got no feelings for me. Perhaps she is too good for me or she needs more time. I had always been thinking positively, but its impossible to continue to do this all the time. Cos i wiill only be lying to myself. But why, sometimes she gives the type of feeling which seem so special, that no one could even achieve it.Everytime I have got so many unanswered questions in my head.it seem like it could burst anytime. But one sentence for this hardship, she is worth waiting, therefore I shall continue to wait...
I thought I have found someone who could ease my pain. But no... I was wrong. I was a big fool, the world biggest fool ever.
Ever since this torturous pain befall on me, i have been so distracted. Even the souls around me noticed that. However i did not realise it till sometimes later. I was clear that this was nobody fault.The faults lies only on the fate. Fate brought u to me, but u seem to be a statue that show no respond. Sigh....why is the world so unfair.i am so damn clear that force love shall not exist in my theory . U cant force some1 to like u. Up0n facin the facts, i must noe tat she got no feelings for me. Perhaps she is too good for me or she needs more time. I had always been thinking positively, but its impossible to continue to do this all the time. Cos i wiill only be lying to myself. But why, sometimes she gives the type of feeling which seem so special, that no one could even achieve it.Everytime I have got so many unanswered questions in my head.it seem like it could burst anytime. But one sentence for this hardship, she is worth waiting, therefore I shall continue to wait...
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